Healing
I find myself waking up.
crying again. Everything hurts and Iâm stuck here. All the memories, everything in between these walls screams you, smells like you, is a part of you.
I hate the fact that Iâm here struggling to even catch my sleep and I keep waking up like youâd walk in as nothing ever happened.
This feels like a nightmare that keeps replaying itself over and over.
reality of this is
the fact that even tho I had to let go.
I somehow want you here..
Bday weekendđ«¶đœđ„
8th & 9th coming up đïžđ€.
TĂ€nk att pĂ„ fredag/ lördag Ă€r det 20 Ă„r sedan du försvann & jag fyller Ă„r. Samma kĂ€nsla varje Ă„r , samma kĂ€nslor varje Ă„r. Saknaden vĂ€xer med minnena Ă„terstĂ„r. SĂ„ mĂ„nga Ă„r som du missat men Ă€ndĂ„ fĂ„r uppleva genom att gĂ„ med mig vart jag Ă€n gĂ„r đïž.
